I just was about to go to bed, its 321am right now and I am pretty tired. I just wanted to tell you that I love you and I miss you already and I look forward to seeing you at trivia. I cant wait to go get the rings done next week and I cannot wait til Saturday night when I can hold you in my arms for a night once again. You are my life and without you, I have nothing left to go on for, you inspire me every time I look at you and I know that as long as I have you, I can wake and face the day no matter how difficult things get or how many tears I taste in the process. I just wanted to thank you for being there for me and loving me the way I love you and I am going to be the best husband that I can possibly be and give you the world no matter what I have to do to get it. I love you Kari Ann, and I am so lucky to have you in my life. I believe very few things, but I KNOW that we are meant to be together forever and even death couldnt seperate me from you. I will be with no NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS. Even when I'm not physically with you, I am with you in spirit, holding you in my arms and telling you what an amazing person you are and how lucky I am to have you. I feel bad for Matt for screwing it up, but I'm glad that he did, and I promise that I will make up for all the pain he put you through as much as I can. I love you more than anything and you are in my dreams.
My undying love and devotion,
jesus christ of latter day saints what DID I do to deserve this man?