December 25th, 2003

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Things just aren't the same this year... My grandmother is in Florida, so we didn't go over there today like we have every year for the past 18 years (we didn't go last year, either)... And my mom gave me money for Christmas. Not that money isn't good, and I don't really appreciate what she gave to me, but it's just weird to have nothing to unwrap. We'll be going to my other grandmothers tomorrow... so I can not fit in with my fathers side of the family... the perfect example of your average family. My uncle, his wife, his daughter, his son. My aunt, her husband, her twins (one boy, one girl). My grandparents, married for 328743 years... My grandmother with her curly gray hair, my grandfather with his plaid shirt, thick glasses, just everyones vision of a middle class family. Everytime I go there, I feel like I'm on the outside looking in. They acknowledge me when I come in and my uncle and his wife say a few things to me every now and then... My grandparents kind of off in their little world with my cousins... who are all much younger than me. I don't know why I show up, really. Luckily, I have James' family and Dylan's family to take the edge off of it all after we leave there. Anyhow, All in all...


BAH FUCKING HUMBUG.
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But anyhow. I was depressed as shit today... so we went to Asia Buffet and then bought a few movies (The Shining, Malibu's Most Wanted, and One Hour Photo), got sticky, did the grown up, and ... I guess it made the day a little better.